An update after over TWO
YEARS….
Have you ever felt the Lord’s leading, direction, blessing
and guidance in a certain area of life and you go towards that dream with full
hope and peace only to find that it isn’t going to happen the way you “thought”
it would? That is the spot that Ben and
I landed early last fall with our hopes of adopting from Ethiopia.
In 2013 we started the process of
adopting a little girl from Ethiopia with the time frame of 1.5-2 years being
clearly formulated in our hearts and minds. We finished a large amount of
paperwork and had our home study completed with two small boys running around
at our feet and began to pay the first ½ of our adoption fees, which was around
$25,000. Valentines day: February 14th,
2014 our dossier made it to Ethiopia and we officially began waiting! We were
hopeful and excited.
Even when our agency contacted us and told us our wait would
be extended by another year, making it a total of 3 years, we still held on to
the hope that the adoption of our little girl was going to happen. In the
meantime, while we waited for our daughter from Ethiopia, the Lord blessed us
with a daughter and we continued to move forward hoping that Ellie would have a
little sister.
Fast forward to 2016, we were still
waiting and hopeful but the climate of international adoption really started to
change and for the first time in many years, Ethiopia was less open to
international adoption. Some of their reasons are rooted correctly: they want
their children to be well cared for and loved and they know that it is best to
empower their own people socially and economically to be able to have an
infrastructure in the family that is strong enough to raise children and thus decreasing
the need for international adoption. Nonetheless, right reasons and wrong, it
became clear to Ben and I that an Ethiopian adoption of a baby girl was not
going to take place for our family. Our hearts were sad and we prayed that the
Lord would show us yet again what He wanted.
We were quickly reminded that time
obeying God is not wasted, that if He leads and scripture supports then our job
as His children, is to obey, even if that doesn’t always make sense to us. We
continued to talk to our social worker and ask for guidance and ask the Lord if
maybe our family of five was complete.
Time and time again, both Ben and I and even our boys
affirmed that the Lord still had adoption firmly placed on our hearts. So from
this still burning flame, we began looking at different agencies. DHS and
Indian Welfare Services were options we checked into thoroughly. However with the unpredictability of those
agencies and the likelihood that we may have numerous children in and out of
our home before one became a permanent part of our family made both Ben and I
uneasy. With our oldest having his own adoption story, we wanted to make sure
and guard his heart and mind while he formulates his understanding and identity
of who he is in Christ, and our family, and we felt that multiple children in
and out of our home may complicate that.
Also, another prayer we had was for
the birth mother of our child. We wanted an agency that would be a loving
source of hope and care for our birth mother. As we prayed, we had a few acquaintances
that had used an agency in Oklahoma City called Lilyfied and had noted some
great experiences. We touched base with them last October and continued to
pray.
Fast forward again to this year, September
of 2017, Ben and I had our first face-to-face meeting with the agency and we
loved many things about this group. They, first and foremost, love Jesus and secondly
they love the family and all children and mothers. Their goal is to support and
love birth moms before, during and after the adoption of their child and to
offer children Christian homes, where they will be raised to love God and others.
We were excited!
We filled out the paperwork and sent
in our application and on October 4th we received the call and were officially
accepted into their program! We told the boys that night and captured their
expressions when we said that God was going to give us a little sister or
brother and they were and are so excited! Ellie, well ,her world will be
rocked. J
As we move forward, we have a stack of paperwork and fingerprints
and references and home studies to complete and it is overwhelming and
exciting. We are excited that the Lord is yet again, leading us to add to our
family. Some days this parenting gig and raising small humans to love God and
others is overwhelming and character building, but we know there is nothing
sweeter or better than this and we are blessed to love these children.
Would you please continue to pray for us. Pray for
international adoption and the families that are stuck in the wait. Pray for our birth mom and our future child
and our family as we prepare for the months ahead.
Lilyfield informed us that once our profile goes live, some families
have waited 18 months, while others have waited 2 weeks. We know God has a
heart for adoption and we want to join Him there.
Would you please also pray for us as we begin to put the
pieces together to finance another adoption. We know the Lord will write this
detail of our story as well and look forward to His authorship.
We are excited and hopeful, yet again, as we look towards
the future and to what God has in store for our family.
God is good.